Lonely Times..Call For Lonely Music..

I missed wednesday.. and today is still my thursday.. although it technically isnt.
Bf came over tonight.. and i cried when he left for no apparent reason.. and nearly did at various points during the evening.. lol..
Its hard only enjoying a few things.. very few. and the main one being scrutinised by everyone who knows me..

I was the little shy girl.. who walked round the guttering of the playground by herself..

Now.. im something better or worse..

I havent quite decided yet..

x..