Man X Went Up To Man Y

Gar.. my hairs wet and i feel like im amillion miles away from my computer and am squinting to see..

But hey. Here i go.

I feel this blog is majorllyyyy negative. No pun intended.
I would like to start another. but i dont know.
Unfortunately i never feel i can be completely open on this. But yeah

Bf away on a lad holiday.. Joy.
Lol.. waiting till he comes back.. Sitting here with images of drunk girls shoving their tits into every mildly masculine individual within a 10 mile radius' face.. I told him not to catch aids.. hoping the reply would be dont worry i wont be able to, im not gna cheat. My reply was, ill try not to. lol.. i know hes joking but is reassurance that hard to do? No man. No.

Oh well man..
Finished school.Finished exams.

YAY..

Im bit bored tho..
Been getin drunk far too often for some peoples liking.. and my moneys liking also.
Clubbing last night, was awesome night. pub thursday.. ended me throwin up by the side of a dual carriageway near my house.. then obviously it had to be crossed while i was completely unable to stand up straight.. fun fun.

I love being 18. LOVE ITT

=)

Xx

Finally.. A Blog.

Well..
Life!

Ok whats changed?
Im 18..
I had a birthday party which atleast half the people i invited didnt turn up to but there was still alot of people there. Which was good. I met a guy id been talking to for months and months. Who just so happened to be fit and lovely and nice. He is now my boyfriend. Which is lovely. Well hes actually is lovely. Life on the otherhand, gets a bit shit at times.

The most recent problem being a retard called Sam. Yes i actually used a name. Fun. He has decided that he now thinks he is better than me. That he is stressed and he is going to take it out on me. His words were that i am insecure about EVERYTHING and hes hoping if hes mean enough he will push me over the edge and ill get over it. He also said im annoying and predictable. Well all i have to say is. FUCK YOU.

Ok second issue. My ex boyfriend.. the one i was in love with. The one i gave everything to. I mean everything. Is unfortunately.. GAY. I have nothing against gay people. But. Hes my ex. He said he wasnt attracted to me for the last part of our relationship.. atall. And as he fucked me even after we broke up. BASICALLY. Hes a cunt, just like Sam.

I think i officially live in the land of noone gives a shit. Noone does. In general. Theres a few that do, and i appreciate it. But why is noone willing to go the extra mile anymore? Noone.
I feel like a doormat to the masses.

Someone who doesnt even know me said ' i dont think shes a very nice person'
Thanks.

Also.. its the last week of school this week. Meaning no more lessons,teachers, homestudy, free periods etc.. and most importantly i wont see people im friends with even half as much. And no more bus =( its going to be upsetting and my bf is on holiday this week too..

Everythings a bit gay atm.. =( its been alot worse. ALOT worse. and im pleased its got better.. i guess nothing can ever be perfect.

Xx