Everythings turning me bitter.. what am i meant to do...
If the things in life are there to round your character, make you a better person, it doesnt work.
I go through sad, angry, depressed and in denial over and over.
Thinking strategies and plans and chances and hoping. Saying i dont need him, i dont want him.
But i do. So much.
I hide the majority of my feelings infront of everyone else.. noone knows just how upset i actually am.
The crying, the numbness, the shouting, meaninglessness, hopelessness, pointlessness.
I hate it. I hate me. I hate love. I love him.
x..
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
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2 comments:
Don't go emo suicidal on me!!! Who's blog am I going to read!?!
lol sorryyyy, im happier today. Good days and bad days kinda thing. x
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